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To the world i'm only a .
A small and insignificant human living in this world.
One which will not get noticed either from near or far.
Partly due to the fact that i hardly express out my thoughts.
Much often, all the thoughts are just kept to myself.
Sometimes, i don't feel that there's a need to say it out.
Even if it's spoken, will anyone really listen to it.
Maybe due to this, sometimes i feel that there are times when i'm so fake when communicating with people.
I'm just talking for the sake of talking.
I'm having a conversation with that person cos i had to.
I'm losing myself.
Becoming one which no one understand, cos he himself also don't understand himself.
But fortunatly, in this world there are 2 person.
These 2 person give me everything i wish to have.
They did not complain or grumble once for all the sacarfice they had made.
They don't spent on themself. Spending the mininmum they could every single day.
Meals are the only thing they spent on themself.
They work day and night so that i could live comfortably.
When i fracture my leg, they even want to carry me on their back.
They did all the above despite all the wrongs i've done.
I talk back when they say something.
I raise my voice when i find them irrating.
I smoke.
I skip classes.
I hardly help out in the housechore.
I sign on during my army days without informing them.
I find myself really lucky to have them.
I've been wanting to tell them "Thanks for everything. I really feel very fortunate to have you 2 in my life."
I wanna to give them a hug when i went back to SG after finishing my degree.
But i didn't. I hold back and keep the thought to myself.
Although i know, do whatever you wanna to do now.
If not you will regret in the future for not doing it.
You will blame yourself for not following your heart.
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posted by 志豪 @ 9:09 PM
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